Monday, March 30, 2009

Being Obedient in Not Knowing

Steady and strong, maintain the course. Never veer my child, never leave my path. The light is dim, but the destination is so bright. I wrap myself throughout your soul, an ever guiding pull.

Feel Me…Feel My Pull Beloved!


Obedience is what I am asking, Obedience, an outward expression of a Holy Love. Be submerged in all I have for you, release what you hold in your hands so small…Open your Mind, Spirit, and Body to receive all I have for you.

I am so confused Father, Peace has left and all I feel is burning, and confusion. I desire Obedience, but lack release. I desire abandonment, yet wrestle control. Freedom is an act I read of in fairy tales, man made visions that blur my perception of a reality with you.

Abandonment my child, dance with me in the wind, feel me in the heat of the sun. Freedom is nothing you obtain, but a gift so openly given. Stretch out your hands! Chains of control crumble and fall as ashes at your feet. When presented with my love, nothing unclean is able to stand! My glory is sufficient!

Surrender I give to the best of my ability, the smallness of all I have to offer I lay in a small heap at your feet. I surrender, to what I know not. I give all I can to a destiny you are painting day by day with heavenly brushstrokes on my heart!

See that what you give is so much more in my eyes than what you perceive it to be. You are blessing in my eyes, and Love is imprinted on the heart I created to beat! You are beauty; you are love, and your path will be revealed as you grow! Steadfast and strong all will be revealed in divine time!